i don't have so much things to write in this blog today..
i am a normal person that needs someone attention..
i am really missing my mom,
my house,my bed,
my nany,my fyra, my place that i've grown up,
my memory in school, my everything in Ampang...
to mom: mom, i am so sorry for everything i've done wrong
while i'm still alive, i've done too many mistake as i am a normal person,
not perfect at all.. mom, to me you are my mom and dad..
you treat me well, you take care of me, you always want the best for me even
sometimes you can't fulfill all things that i asked from you..
now i know why you don't buy me toys that i asked from you when i was a kid,
it is because the price is so expensive..at that time you save money for my school expenses..
till i grown up to a shy daughter to ask for a thing from you.. i don't know why i became this person..
i know you work hard for me.. i admire how strong you are seeking for money for your family..
i admire how strong you are being a single mom, take a good care of your son..
i need you here mom.. really miss you.. but i never shared a thing i had with my boyfriend to you..
always want to shared, until you saw him that day.. actually i was happy when you did not scold me that time..
but positively you've changed to a sporting mom.. wahh.. i saw your face when asking about him.. maybe because you realize that i should have a boyfriend at this age.. ;) thanks mom for everything..
i really miss and love you sooo much! please forgive me, meet me at sister's house this friday.. i can't stand to see you mom! really really do loves you! take care yea!