sigh...... i wonder why i feel strange.. i don't get along with my mood this lately..
god.. please give me strength for me to face all this pain.. i hate this feeling.. 'the person' is in not in mood for me.. never mind.. It is my fault.. but i need him right now..hmmm... Dying ?? why ? here's half of the reason...
HE used to be my father... HE never put me in his mind.. HE is someone that i used to hate...
HE never want to know what happen to me and my family , even my mom sick,me also.. HE will never know.. HE forget about his responsibility to his family..HE , to me is so cruel.. HE never saw what's in his child eyes.. HE always forget my full name.. HE has too many wife and too many child.. HE will never remember me in everyday in his life.. HE will remember if I text him first.. HE has his own life.. and i realize.. that HE will never be mine..HE never be my father..but that is something..i thanks to Allah for making this to me as i'm still alive..and i still have my mom, brother and sister..thank you ALLAH :)
today is a boring day.. huhu..
but i've finished my typing assignment ;D
but tonight we did not cook anything.. erk.. i mean, today..
dinner? so.. haha. mimy, ateen n I went out and looking for dinner..
we eat a lot.. huh.. so FULL.. ahahaha ;D
and now.............................................lets sleep.. haha. goodnight
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